Thursday, August 6, 2009

Chapter One: Paranoid

"But mom, just listen to me, you don't understand! This is all I've ever wanted!"
I said as I stomped my foot on the ground.

"It is just to much money Sally, and we don't have very much money right now. You will have another chance to see the Jonas Brothers in concert."

"It's just not fair! All I need to complete my life is to see them in concert!"

"It's a final NO!"

I ran to my room and cried my eyes out. Why couldn't my mom understand how much this ment to me. I saved up all my money just to see them in concert, but it wasn't enough. My mom just didn't understand that the Jonas Brothers are what I live for, they're my life, and I love them! But she wouldn't even listen to me! I had to text my best friend...

"She said its a final no! ugh Carly I hate this. I wanted to see them so bad. I can'st stop crying :("

"yea I wanted to see them really badly also. My mom said no also. They just don't get it. They don't understand us!"

"I know... but one day we will go to their concert. I promise. :) let's just try to be Mrs. Positives"

"good plan :) talk to ya later!"

"Cya :D"

Carly was a really good friend. She was more than just a friend, she was my best friend. She loved the Jonas brothers as well, and our dream was to see them in concert. That's all we've ever wanted. But it obviously was not going to happen anytime soon.

"Mom i'm going to go take a walk" I yelled as i slammed the door behind me.

I loved walking, it helped me clear my head and think about everything. I loved watching the trees sway back and forth, and I loved feeling the wind in my hair. As I walked, I held my Nick Jonas diabetes necklace that I had bought off the computer. I read the words that the dog tag said over and over, "A Little Bit Longer and I'll be fine" A tear rolled down my cheek.

"Will I ever be fine?" I asked myslef. "Will I ever be happy?"

Suddenly I bumped into someone.

"Oh, excuse me I said as I quickly wiped away my tears"

"Are you okay?" A sweet voice asked me.

I looked up, and couldn't believe my eyes...

"Nnnniiickk Jjoonnaas????" I stammered.

This couldn't be happening. I must have tripped and hit my head on a rock. I had lived in California for many years now, but I had never actually seen a celebrity. This just wasn't possible..

"You don't look so good, are you dizzy?" Nick asked.

Then everything went blurry. The last thing I felt were strong but gentle arms catching me as I fell to the ground.

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